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| HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!! I know it will be a good one for me because I haven't had classes for two days now!!!  Yay, for snow days and not having to make them up at the end of the year. Its nice to have time to do nothing! 
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| It has been awhile since I have done an entry on this thing, life has been crazy busy. I've lost friends, gained some, and lost a little bit of myself in the process. Who am I exactly? I don't know. I feel right now as if I'm a blur. I'm working so hard on trying to figure out just exactly who I am, its sad when I don't know exactly what I like to do. I'm working on, and working really hard to get things in order. I've done a bit of clean up in my life, let go of those negatives that were happening and actually feeling somewhat better.
Classes have been crazy busy with homework so most of my free time has been spent studying and doing homework. I'm ready for spring break....thank God it is only a couple more weeks away. Valentine's Day is this week....BOOOO!! I'm not a big fan of Valentine's Day...and for those of you who are reading this and thinking its only because you don't have a Valentine, YOU ARE WRONG!!....I hate Valentine's Day for the fact of its meaning. People shouldn't let a day go by that they don't tell their significant other, family, friends whatever that they love them. Why set aside a day for people to spend tons of money and tell them I love you? Its just a commercialized holiday and its stupid. For those of you reading this thinking I don't have a heart and no romantic bone in my body you are wrong, once again. I'm a very romantic person and have a big heart, but the thing is I'd rather have someone surprise me with something on a completely random day then on a day where I'm expecting something. So there you have my feelings and takes on Valentine's Day, sorry if I offended you people that give into the commercialization.
Kim, Taryn, and I ventured to the pet store this evening and it left my heart broken. I really wish we could have dogs in the quad. It just breaks my heart to walk into a pet store and not leave without taking all the dogs home that deserve a good home. I was holding back tears because of the little dog that I had left behind. I proceeded to call my mom to ask if I could pretty please by the dog and broke her heart in the process because she is the same way. After about 10 minutes of begging and pleading, I finally gave in to her way of thinking that I really don't have enough time to take care of an animal at this point in time. Ohh well maybe I'll make weekly trips to the pet store to at least look at it...lol...hopefully someone that has time to take care of and give him lots of love will take him home and provide him with a great home!
Thats about all that has been going on in my life...I'm wishing and hoping for this snow storm because classes are supposedly supposed to get canceled tomorrow if it happens!!! YAY!!!
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| I can't believe that break is already over!! I don't know where it went and I really can't tell you what I did except work and go to Chicago towards the end of break to see Wicked. Wicked was amazing, I'd go see it again and probably will over Spring Break since I have no plans as of yet because I'm the underage kid.
Classes started today and I'm pretty excited about most of them except the Math 102 class just because the prof. seems really scary and I'm already scared of math on top of that so it makes it SUPER scary. Been kind of bummed all break and just can't seem to break through it. I don't know whats up, they are many things but I'm not about to post it here because I don't want everyone feeling sorry for me because I HATE THAT!!! Thats probably why I don't talk a lot about anything going on to people because I get the boo hoo. If you want to know ask me, I'll be more then willing to share. Things will get better I know they will...more and more each day I'm finding I miss you...a lot...and I shouldn't miss you but I do. :(
"The tattered thought balloons above our heads. Sinking in the weight of all we need to say. Why's and what if's have since long played out. But just remember its no one's fault."
Have a great week back everyone!!!
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| Informal was Friday night and it was pretty lame. The thing that made it better was my date, Brent Covele. He was pretty much just one of the people to take it all in stride. I had an awesome time!
Saturday during the day was the much needed break that I took. Laura, Cory, and I went to 1st Wok for lunch and on our way over there decided that we were going to go and rent some Christmas movies because we felt like watching them. We got there and ended up getting Charlie Browns Christmas, which I had never seen before, and John Tucker Must Die. They were really good movies. Beef came over and hung out with us while we chilled and watched movies. Then Cory and Beef left to go and start preparing our dinner. Laura, Diana, and myself went over to the Delta Sig Rose house for dinner and it was amazing. Beef and Cory are amazing cooks, it was so much better then having to eat in the commons and cafeteria. We tried to tell them we would pay them five dollars a day to make us meals but they turned us down saying they deserve a lot more money then that. Oh well. After dinner I headed over to the Pike Rose house.
Eurotrash was yesterday night and pretty much the BEST ever!!! I
had a lot of fun. I was so glad to hang out with Jenny, you are pretty
much the best big ever. It makes me happy to know that I can go over
to the PIKE Rose house and never have a bad time. They are some of the
best guys I've ever known. I decided I didn't really know how to pull
off Eurotrash so I just popped the collar on my shirt, made my hair
big, and wore dark eye make-up. Later on in the night I acquired some
sun glasses from Kennedy to complete my outfit and they really made it a lot better. It was nice to just hang out and chat and laugh. It was much needed after the past week that I've had. Look at Facebook or myspace to check out the pictures from Delta Sig and Pike Rose.
Well I must be off....remember that some friends really aren't your friends in the end.
Vanessa Carlton "White House" Lyrics...one of the best songs.
Crashed on the floor when I moved in.
This little bungalow with some strange new friends
Stay up too late, and I'm too thin.
We Promise each other its 'til the end
Now we're spinning empty bottles
It's the five of us
With pretty eyed boys girls die to trust
I can't resist the day
No, I can't resist the day.
Jenny screams out and its no pose
'Cause when she dances she goes and goes
Beer through the nose on an inside joke
And I'm so excited, I haven't spoken
And she's so pretty, and she's so sure
Maybe I'm clever than a girl like her
Summer's all in bloom
Summer is ending soon
It's alright and it's nice not to be so alone.
But I hold on to your secrets in white houses
Maybe I'm a little bit over my head
I come undone at the things he said
and he's so funny in his bright red shirt
We were all in love and we all got hurt
I sneak into his car's cracked leather seat
The smell of gasoline in the summer heat
Boy, we're going way too fast
It's al too sweet to last
It's alright
And I put myself in his hands
But I hold on to your screts in white houses,
ove, or something ignites in my veins
And I pray it never fades in white houses
My first time, hard to explain
Rush of blood, oh, and a little bit of pain
on a clody day, it's more common then you think
He's my first mistake
Maybe you were all faster than me
We gave each other up so easily
These silly little wounds will never mend
I feel so far from where I've been
So I go, and I will not be back here again
Im' gone as the day is fading on white houses
I lied, wrote my injurings all in the dust
In my heart is the five of us
In white Houses
And you, maybe you'll remember me
What I gave is yours to keep
In white houses
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| Feeling bummed....I always feel this way right when I get back to school after a couple of days off. Though, it was a great break. Even though I didn't do anything at all homework wise when I should have. I can never do homework when I'm at home because I get so distracted by other things. Plus, there is always something better to do...I think we all know how that goes. The plus side to my bumness...not even a word but who cares...is that Christmas break is like 2 and 1/2 weeks away. I'm just so ready for this semester to be over. Plus, Thomas Gerkins and my trip to go see Wicked is during break and I'm looking forward to that.
Not a whole lot going...well wait, I'm going to be another God-mommy. My cousin is having a baby!!! I'm super excited, it is their second. She just found out and the baby is due in July or August and I'm going to fly out for a couple of weeks to help her out since her husband will be overseas.
I need a vacation away from Indiana....a little time away to think. So much going on and I have no possible way of knowing how to take it all in so I just don't acknowledge it perhaps the day will come when it will catch up with me, but hopefully I'll work through it.
Glad to be back in the Haute and with the BFFL's, they are my besties and life just isn't the same without them. I don't know what I'm going to do when Deanna is overseas....: (
Off to work on a paper.........
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